Jeremiah 29:11 “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares
the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you
hope and a future.”
I remember getting my first planner when I was little. It was a Lisa
Frank, pink/purple calendar that had a side panel for notes. I was so
excited! At age eight, a girl doesn’t really write much in a planner
except for the fun things—having a sleepover, going to a movie, and
really just doodling because it’s fun. In third grade, there was very
little planning I was required to do, but I always loved to organize,
make lists, and make timelines for myself of when things would happen or
get finished (all of which had lots of bright colors, stickers, and
drawings). Making the big checkmark with my purple glitter pen was
always fun and flipping the page to a new month or section of the
planner was just as exhilarating.
James 1:12 “Blessed is the one who perseveres under trial
because, having stood the test, that person will receive the crown of
life that the Lord has promised.”
As I approached my third year of teaching fifth grade, I knew it was
going to be another year of adventure. As I rearranged some furniture in
my classroom and put up new bulletin boards, I couldn’t help but smile.
God had continuously blessed me with wonderful students, families, and
memories that will last a lifetime. Each year presented its own
challenges, but they were so little compared to the joy and laughter I
experienced with my students and friends at work each day. Students came
to know Christ. Bible class was indescribable. I fell in love with each
group of students and kept falling in love with teaching.
Hearing the news of Grace University’s closing this morning brought
similar emotions that came with the news of Dana’s closing seven years
ago. A piece of my heart shattered as I tried to wrap my mind around it
again. As a student, I had been devastated. For a few moments, I felt
the sadness, confusion, and fear of the unknown that haunted me for a
time as a student. As I looked at my students from my desk, I realized
that without my school closing, I would not be sitting here as their teacher. I was immediately filled with hope and reminded that God’s plans sometimes are not our own.
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Corinthians 5:1. “For we know that if the earthly tent which is our
house is torn down, we have a building from God, a house not made with
hands, eternal in the heavens.
One thing God has very clearly taught me these last six months is
that He hears every prayer. He takes them seriously, never lightly. He’s
reminded me that my prayers are powerful, even when I may view them as
just another prayer. Sometimes I forget that He hears each one.
Throughout these last six months, He has reminded me that our earthly
bodies are so temporary. He’s reminded me that the cross is greater than
my circumstances.